melle-belle's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- well... here's to what we think we know (vs. what we hope) We are not that attractive. We're a bit homely, off, overweight, ample in the wrong areas. Thighs touch. Arms droop. We have asked you to go to things. You have pretended not to notice the invitation. We hope, and our roommates/friends try to convince us, that we should have asked you to something less terrifying, less inclusive of all our friends where you would feel so uncomfortable. We hope you don't email because you are scared too. We think we know that you aren't and that we just aren't that wanted, that -- anything. We don't know what to do. We wish we could just stop it. We wish we knew what you felt - either way. We wish this could occur without humiliation. We haven't experienced anything but in this arena for years upon years. We are a failure. 10:35 p.m. - 2008-10-01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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