melle-belle's Diaryland Diary

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2016-05-14 - Well, I quit my job.
2015-07-03 - let's get in the car and go
2014-06-07 - nomads
2014-05-03 - purpose
2014-01-06 - failing at mommy
2013-11-21 - Isaac
2013-11-11 - basketcase
2013-11-10 - waffles
2013-08-15 - hot then cold
2013-07-23 - surprised
2013-06-25 - vows
2013-06-22 - just not sure
2013-01-22 - from the facebook conversation that will get me fired
2012-12-16 - This is the story of your red right ankle
2012-12-08 - summer
2012-11-18 - trying to pick up women
2012-08-20 - advanced maternal age
2012-07-14 - sometimes
2012-07-09 - switching gears
2012-06-20 - birthday
2012-06-13 - we didn't, we didn't, we never did
2012-06-12 - any second now?
2012-06-08 - work
2012-06-06 - This Person (Miranda July)
2012-06-06 - secondary reasons
2012-05-20 - los penitentes
2012-05-09 - loser
2012-05-05 - symbolism
2012-05-03 - stupid, stupid me.
2012-04-28 - itinerant
2012-03-26 - moving on
2012-03-24 - -
2012-03-23 - and they need a scapegoat
2012-03-20 - not suitable for facebook
2012-03-18 - I'm seeing relatives I haven't seen in nearly a decade next month. They can't post pictures of my fat ass on facebook for my wicked grandmother to see. No!
2012-02-17 - Heirloom. Like Tomatoes. Before We Bred All the Flavor Out.
2012-02-12 - Delta Spirit
2012-02-05 - I feel so full of things to say, but I can't get at them, so I'll just say this.
2012-02-04 - So, I'm busy.
2012-01-24 - I miss being busy.
2012-01-11 - time
2012-01-07 - Welcome to the best day of my life.
2011-12-24 - white winter hymnal
2011-11-28 - sentences that took years off of my life
2011-11-05 - I'm dying for lack thereof
2011-10-29 - wintry mix
2011-10-20 - why am I so sad?
2011-10-20 - projection baby
2011-10-06 - STFU
2011-09-14 - 20-20
2011-09-14 - euthanize me
2011-08-30 - Frightened Rabbit
2011-08-11 - If you can reach one person
2011-08-11 - is it bad
2011-08-09 - a Battlestar Gallactica reference
2011-07-20 - mother
2011-07-18 - restless
2011-06-16 - workout psychology
2011-06-14 - I'm not ready
2011-06-05 - What do I do with that?
2011-06-04 - Happy 30th Birthday to Me
2011-05-23 - I've finished my \"career path,\" motherfuckers.
2011-05-19 - how to save my life
2011-05-12 - -
2011-05-05 - facebook schmacebook
2011-05-04 - not to be dramatic but
2011-04-24 - rainy day
2011-04-17 - 117 facebook friends
2011-03-26 - I'm trying to figure out how to save my life.
2011-02-28 - Diana F+ bundle
2011-02-27 - Grad School
2011-02-27 - tired of starting and never finishing
2011-02-27 - do you remember?
2011-02-03 - progeny
2010-12-27 - anything with a primal scream
2010-12-20 - dancing
2010-11-21 - Do you ever fantasize?
2010-11-06 - lame:
2010-09-07 - marginalia
2010-09-07 - and then f off
2010-09-07 - sad face
2010-09-02 - \"what five letters spell apocalype,\" she asked me. i wandered over singing, 'wwiii...'
2010-08-03 - Just to Feel Human
2010-07-31 - sonnet
2010-07-08 - ugh, it all takes so long
2010-06-27 - -
2010-06-21 - the guide
2010-06-13 - it would be nice to remember the rules for proper placement of commas
2010-06-06 - You can all go to imaginary hell.
2010-06-02 - but first, the world
2010-05-11 - woe is me
2010-04-21 - tapping ephemera into the ether
2010-04-10 - The Great White North
2010-04-04 - He is RISEN!
2010-03-14 - don't know just what to do with myself
2010-03-11 - things I thought
2010-03-11 - yawn
2010-01-23 - facebook status update
2009-11-22 - measurements - an ongoing log
2009-10-08 - A Farewell to Arms
2009-08-28 - -
2009-08-26 - looking for proof that he lied. finding it.
2009-08-13 - I can't stand a martyr.
2009-08-11 - expiation
2009-07-24 - I ran away.
2009-07-08 - Why are you in such a hurry? I thought we could take our time.
2009-07-08 - confession
2009-06-05 - not pregnant
2009-06-03 - in my advancing years
2009-06-02 - Ah - great songs with great titles
2009-06-02 - sum of parts
2009-05-06 - personal statement
2009-04-23 - ~
2009-04-23 - At the ends, I always see
2009-04-17 - I forgot to mention this in March, but...
2009-04-10 - And I hate her.
2009-04-07 - cliche
2009-04-07 - this is okay
2009-04-06 - last Fall
2009-04-06 - It was said.
2009-04-02 - word choice
2009-04-02 - new you
2009-04-02 - \"your city sustains you\"
2009-03-12 - if I told you about these thoughts
2009-03-10 - m:\god\question
2009-03-03 - I love this person.
2009-02-25 - the first
2009-02-18 - your brown eyes are gold
2009-02-16 - ~love~
2009-02-05 - Lots of time.
2009-02-05 - 6/20/2006--->
2009-02-05 - 6/20/2006--->
2009-02-03 - \"did you blush then when our hips touched?\"
2009-01-26 - no art in happy endings
2009-01-19 - fingernails
2009-01-16 - I like you infinity
2009-01-16 - oh, an amendment
2009-01-14 - -
2009-01-07 - closing the general ledgers, circa 2006-08
2009-01-07 - new you
2008-12-29 - I know, right?
2008-12-27 - TWO HOURS.
2008-12-26 - two wednesdays ago
2008-12-26 - it's only lunch
2008-12-26 - I wonder
2008-12-24 - timing
2008-12-23 - txt msg
2008-12-22 - I should have known
2008-12-22 - -
2008-12-20 - by the by
2008-12-20 - you don't add up
2008-12-15 - could stay interested for awhile
2008-12-15 - little kingdoms in your chest
2008-12-14 - oh, melissa, remember...
2008-12-14 - good God
2008-12-14 - in other news
2008-12-14 - an alchemy where insensate elements produce sentient beings
2008-12-12 - three and counting
2008-12-08 - -
2008-12-07 - alligator tears, or is it crocodile? (12 days)
2008-12-07 - people are confusing
2008-12-04 - I guess someone misses me.
2008-12-02 - countdown to the day my ex marries a twenty year old
2008-12-02 - \"reciprocation will always be the elephant in our rooms\"
2008-11-26 - So. this is what responsible feels like?
2008-11-21 - snow
2008-11-17 - today
2008-11-17 - some comment about the weather
2008-11-16 - in my old age
2008-11-16 - facebook
2008-11-16 - a journal entry, 11/16/08
2008-11-08 - \"This business of being human should not be such a lonely proposition.\" -Lynda Hull
2008-11-06 - a bad week
2008-10-26 - your husband
2008-10-26 - the second most beautiful thing I have ever read:
2008-10-26 - exercise
2008-10-25 - epiphany!
2008-10-23 - you
2008-10-18 - -
2008-10-17 - lunch today
2008-10-12 - iteration umpteen
2008-10-11 - I almost forgot my password.
2008-10-03 - been there and done that
2008-10-01 - well... here's to what we think we know (vs. what we hope)
2008-09-30 - I'm sick
2008-09-27 - my iPod in the hotel docking station: Janis Joplin, Mercedes Benz
2008-09-23 - canon at the third
2008-09-21 - infatuation month #9
2008-09-21 - Goldberg Variations
2008-09-20 - CAPITAL IZATION!
2008-09-17 - he said/ she said/ it amounted to nothing
2008-09-15 - Things, I want to do Things!
2008-09-14 - -
2008-09-14 - -
2008-09-11 - illustration of days over enumeration
2008-09-10 - The Moths
2008-09-09 - It's agony, beginning to miss a person I will soon miss even more.
2008-09-03 - I threw it away today!
2008-08-31 - the smallest of things
2008-08-29 - -
2008-08-24 - I lent you a hand but you never gave it back...
2008-08-18 - -
2008-08-18 - maybe baby, you're the world to me
2008-08-17 - Sunshine/ Matt Costa
2008-08-12 - 3 songs
2008-08-08 - these lovely parting gifts
2008-08-08 - -
2008-08-07 - I never felt unconditional love - and perhaps that has colored my outlook on life
2008-08-04 - -
2008-08-02 - to the point of retardation
2008-08-01 - I want to write poems or long-winded prose tracts inspired by casks of wine and true dreams of witchita
2008-07-26 - baby I'm bad news
2008-07-24 - and the talking leads to touching and the touching leads to sex and then there's no mystery left
2008-07-22 - euterpe! save me!
2008-07-20 - changes
2008-07-18 - -
2008-07-14 - SO TIRED
2008-07-11 - ding ding
2008-07-07 - 'you' are not meant to be, are you?
2008-07-02 - -
2008-06-29 - listening to jeff buckley on a loop, fingertips bleeding
2008-06-29 - here I quote something awesome that I did not write
2008-06-28 - 70...
2008-06-26 - please don't stop
2008-06-22 - work out
2008-06-21 - crushes
2008-06-19 - a horse to pasture
2008-06-15 - investing in various baskets
2008-06-14 - still awake
2008-06-12 - giving up isn't giving up, it's biding my time
2008-06-09 - I have trouble working lately
2008-06-08 - It's an uncomfortable thought
2008-06-06 - I know the 21st century is now
2008-06-04 - new plan
2008-06-02 - I was underwhelmed by my vacation.
2008-05-22 - lala land
2008-05-22 - \"I felt you in my legs before I ever met you.\"
2008-05-19 - To My Coworker:
2008-05-19 - and then Mike Ness said, I wasn't supposed to live this long
2008-05-18 - you wrote me letters after I moved here
2008-05-16 - I just saw a picture that make me weak in the knees
2008-05-15 - \"where do you go to my lovely\"
2008-05-13 - Rachael Yamagata is singing to me
2008-05-11 - \"you darling diminutive person\"
2008-05-08 - someone who gets me
2008-05-08 - crazy jay blue(
2008-05-08 - out of copyright
2008-05-06 - as explained to christine
2008-05-05 - I want to go home.
2008-05-04 - -
2008-05-03 - peace
2008-05-03 - by this time next year
2008-05-01 - things to realize
2008-04-28 - list
2008-04-28 - hahahahaha
2008-04-27 - poets to study in retirement
2008-04-25 - por ejemplo
2008-04-25 - the new girlfriend
2008-04-24 - the chicken or the egg
2008-04-22 - myspace status update
2008-04-20 - 4 years ago today
2008-04-20 - I'm trying to avoid feeling, but I still am.
2008-04-17 - 72 and sunny
2008-04-16 - agee
2008-04-15 - I'm listening
2008-04-12 - apologies
2008-04-11 - 38th parallel
2008-04-10 - inconsistencies
2008-04-10 - long-term
2008-04-08 - deja vu
2008-04-07 - broke
2008-03-27 - 3.11
2008-03-27 - Don't ruminate your life away.
2008-03-16 - list
2008-03-11 - list
2008-03-09 - At a party.
2008-03-06 - So here's how it's going to go.
2008-03-05 - come in, come in