melle-belle's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- you wrote me letters after I moved here They were of a certain tone. They indicated that we would be together. I never responded in kind. I replaced your place in my thoughts with someone merely adorable while you were more than that. It wasn't a good fit. By the time you stopped loving me, I had ignored your letters, told you not to visit me at Thanksgiving and laughed at you before hanging up the phone. I slept with someone else. That was me; not you. Well, maybe it was you too. I have no way of knowing. I have no way of knowing how much I hurt you or how you may have come through in the end. I just knew that I had given you so much time to put into practice the things you wrote about so passionately. There was absolutely no way to stop the hurting. I thought I'd be lucky to hold it off where it stood. 4:18 p.m. - 2008-05-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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